holly hef getty Holly Madison on Hugh Hefner's engagement: 'I have a lot of different feelings on it'Any “Girls Next Door” fan will tell you Holly Madison was definitely in love with Hugh Hefner and they would also tell you that the couple split because Hef refused to marry Madison. So it came as a huge shock when it was announced that he was marrying Crystal Harris, his girlfriend of two years. How does Madison feel about the engagement?

]]>tells E! Online, “I’m very surprised. I have a lot of different feelings on it. I just don’t feel one way. I kind of didn’t want to put a generic statement out there like ‘Congratulations!’ because I felt everyone would see through that.” Perhaps to get some closure, Madison met with Hef and Crystal at the Playboy Mansion. Naturally, she brought along the cameras from her reality show, “Holly’s World.” “I wanted to see him and Crystal and tell everybody face-to-face how I felt,” she says. “It went very well. I had a good day.” Madison wouldn’t reveal any tidbits about the meeting as she didn’t want to spoil the heart-to-heart for viewers.